The Truth

Please tell me to stay

I'm so tired now

All the pushing you do to me

Is it worth after all of this?

I hope this is just a dream

My brain keeps making some illusions

Illusions that passes gone like steam

Now my heart is full of confusions

Can you not give me a chance?

Chance that I will prove my worth

The thing is, all seems so useless

Please understand don't just deny

You've been hurting me since

I stayed, never came to think to leave

But now I'm tired; tired of being pushed away

Pushed away all my effort to leave by nothing

All I think is now to stop, now to halt, now to cease

But something can't decide, I want to hold on, I want to continue, I want to pursue

Then everything; now everything is gone

Can you just say it before I run out of time

Goodbye, goodbye 'till our roads will cross

Goodbye I say, I hope to see you again

It will be a long way to go; a long way to sow

Days, months or even a year, I know I will be missing you

"....promise" what a silly thing to think

Could be this is just a simply lie?

Words that is good for the ear to go by

And happily accept in heart to sink

What's the truth on these words?

Those letters, words you say

Think and tell me if this is just a game

A game you let me play to be lame

"I will wait...” is this true?

Or it’s just another word worth of nothing?

Please be true and tell me everything

So that I know where I need to stop at cue

Every step brings me back to the start

I run and I will turn back again to time

Day by day things gets really rough

Is this you want us to be?

I will break this chain

I will loss this lane

Please tell me to stay

I don't want to go still

I'm hurt, I’m disappointed

All seems to fell all at once

I still don't want to end it

"Stay away, I don't want you no more"

I can’t, I won't but this is the right one to make

I hope you're happy, sacrificing for your sake

I want you to know I been hurt

You fooled me, you tricked me

Sorry, it is too much

Thank you, you’re so good such

For many to just for one

I gave much knowledge all in all

But you give the important

Important one thing for soul

-CrisSon